Thursday, October 17, 2013

hurting

Hi there blog,

I am really struggling right now and hoping that writing will help me here.  The past few days I have been spending most free moments in my head thinking about how much I want to be female and wishing I was on hormone treatment.  I just hate this male shell of mine and the hair and flatness about it. If anything, I just think having more estrogen in my body would help calm me down and improve how I feel. I want to get my eyebrows cleaned up as well and may make an appointment for that soon as well. I know that makes no sense, but I just find myself staring at the mirror with a tweazzers and then crying about it.

I hate this life and I hate being so f@$$d up.
Jacki

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