Good morning blog,
It has been a few days since my last posting here as I have been trying not to spend too much time online. The reason being is that I finally got up the guts to go through with laser eye correction and have tried not to stare at a screen too much.
It is now almost two weeks since and it still feels wonderful to not need those pesky spectacles every second of the day. A day after the procedure I spent some time trying on outfits and looking at myself in a full length mirror without glasses and seeing myself not blurry. That was a very liberating and happy moment and I can't wait for the next opportunity to go out.
For my next outing, I have a few ideas and have been discussing taking steps to someday transition with my counselor again. Its hard living when your mind and heart disagree and I still feel the pull each day to live authentically and damn the personal costs that would incur. I'm hoping that my new eyes will help me see straight enough to make the right decision soon.