I need to write today because I feel like i am absolutely on the proverbial edge once again. My mind feels so swamped with thoughts and feelings and I feel like just crawling up in a corner to cry. I want some much to be Jaclyn and leave everything else behind, and I can't seem to focus on much else. This is so maddening and crazy and I just want to blurt this outloud to someone and damn the consequences. God I am such a drama queen! I just don't know as I feel like I am heading down a road and can't turn back around. I want to run and stop at the same moment. I am so confused and lost.