Anxious thoughts

 Hello blog - 

I have been in a funk kinda of lately so I have been away from writing and sharing my thoughts outside of my tiny brain here.   It seems like things go well for awhile then all of a sudden one of these funks come along and wallop me and send me back again.  

Anywho, today may or may not be a big day for me and my partner and addressing my gender feelings.   My therapist has arranged some time for us to try and approach this discussion once again and I am hoping to have the strength and courage for it.  I am completely unsure how things will go and have sinking feelings about another disaster or else we will briefly talk and then pretend again that it doesn't exist.

I'm really anxious today and hope things go well.  I'm not sure what outcome I want so that is maddening and has me on edge.

Fingers crossed.

Jaclyn