There is a famous saying that a journey of a thousand miles starts with a single step. That pretty much sums my attitude up this morning.
I finally faced some of my biggest fears in acceptance and walked into the local gender clinic this past week to discuss how to start becoming free. Perhaps I don't really know exactly what free will look like to me but it has to be better than this muddling indecision that has plagued me.
I have started to pursue my dream of transition. I left with a plan and a prescription for testosterone blockers to see how that makes me feel. I want to be me and I want to be free.
God I hope I'm not making the biggest mistake of my life. Wish me luck.
Hugs,
Jaclyn
I'm not at all sure whether you are interested in comments or not, but I was delighted to read of the steps you have recently taken. When I first stumbled across your blog I was fearful that you wouldn't be with us very long. You were in a very dark place. I don't have a clue as to whether transitioning will lead to happiness or not. There are no guarantees. I'm just pleased to see you seeking professional help. Be safe. Be happy.
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