Good morning blog,
Today is the first day of spring and good day to reflect on things that are new. I am feeling a bit more positive today and hoping that this trend can continue here.
Its been a week since starting on HRT take 2 and so far so good. Emotionally I feel a little lift each day as the pills dissolve under my tongue and physically I feel some slight changes already which took longer to occur last time. My touch and skin feels a bit more dry and softer, and I have noticed some faint pains in my chest especially if I try to sleep on my tummy. I feel my moods be a little lighter although I did find myself shedding a few tears around throwing away some old pants.
I think the biggest thing that I have tried to take the past week to do is to live in the moment rather than worry about whats ahead. That is tough for me as I have so many thoughts and worries about how to walk, talk and present myself as Jaclyn. I have no clue how I can ever pull that off. But today I keep telling myself that I don't need to know that all, just to take a little tiny step and try and believe in the end things will all work out. Easier said than done, but as a quite I once heard - "The past is history, the future is mystery and today is a gift that's why the call it the present."
I am going to try and enjoy the rebirth of spring today and be happy with who I am.
Hugs,
Jaclyn
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